Fourteen books. One long argument for paying attention.
Since 2010, Liam has written over fifteen thousand numbered reflections: on the ego, love, death, money, faith, and the mind that gets in the way of all of it. These books are what came of the ones worth keeping.
The first of the fourteen MBN books to publish, and the one built to be given.
Written for readers turning fifty, and for anyone who's already there. This is an argument against everything you've been told about growing older: that the best years sit behind you, that possibility shrinks with time, that who you were is who you must remain.
It's a guide to releasing what no longer belongs, forgiving who you and everyone around you used to be, and discovering what your life has been preparing you to become. Not a smaller life. The first one that's truly yours, built as much as a milestone-birthday gift as a book to read for yourself.
"Fifty is not a closing chapter. It may be where the introduction finally ends and the real book begins."
Death, past lives, and the hypnosis that opened the door.
Ego, the false self, and the fear that built it.
Experience, wisdom, and the karma between them.
Money, materialism, and the discipline between them.
Matter, consciousness, and the dream we're playing in.
Possibilities on faith, beyond religion.
A single continuous essay, no interview, no scaffolding: eight movements tracing the ego's formation, the body, and what remains once the noise clears. Followed by The Blueprints, real reflections from fifteen years of archive paired with the ideas they became, and a closing essay written after reading that whole archive back to himself. The one closest to Liam's own voice.
Eighteen people across different centuries and disciplines: a psychiatrist, a self-taught hypnotist, a neurosurgeon whose own coma became proof he never asked for. Each arrives, without meaning to, at the same edge. Not a book of answers. The honest record of a journey woven through lives whose certainty broke open and never fully closed again.
A personal investigation into the wound that becomes an identity, the accuser's own hidden closet, the mob that has no soul, and the long road back to becoming a person again in your own eyes. The author turns the same unflinching questions on himself before offering them to the reader: not a book of answers, but a mirror held steady long enough to actually look into it.
A newer format: each reflection paired with a piece of art made for it alone, moving between light and shadow the way the subject itself does.
35 reflections · four movements, from the weight we carry through what remains once love is finally let go of correctly.
40 reflections · four movements, on the mask, the cost, and working in tandem with the ego instead of against it.
40 reflections, on money as trigger, materialism as a dream, and what's left once the chase ends.
Higher Calling
Higher Calling is a registered 501(c)(3) nonprofit. A portion of the proceeds from every MBN book is donated to support its mission, including the future building of a retreat space for reflection, teaching, and gathering.
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Donate (Coming Soon)A small collection of physical things built from the same words as the books. The first MBN Wisdom shirts, caps, and hoodies are available now, produced to order and shipped directly by Fourthwall.
Numbered cards pulled from the archive, one reflection each, in a matte black box with a gold foil thread across the lid.
Framed-ready prints of individual quotes from the books, in each book's own color palette.
Shirts, caps, and the new Signature Hoodie in matte black and gold. "Remember who you are." appears on the back of select pieces, carrying the same words found throughout the books.
An illustrated sampler from Money, In Light and Shadow.
Ten spreads, each reflection with the art made for it, sent as a PDF the moment you join. After that, one letter a month from the workbench. Nothing else.
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First as a private practice, later shared publicly, and now continued on Instagram. His writing draws from a long personal journey of transformation, one that began after his release from prison in 2003 and deepened through years of questioning, study, and lived experience.
A portion of the proceeds from every book supports Higher Calling, a registered 501(c)(3) nonprofit working toward a future retreat space for reflection and gathering.
@compressed_atomsThe Living Archive
Written across more than fifteen years of questioning, transformation, and becoming. Enter the archive and allow the reflection that finds you to meet you exactly where you are.
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